REMEMBERED JOY

Don't grieve for me,  for now I'm free!
I follow the plan God laid for me.
I saw His Face, I heard His call,
I took His hand and left it all...
I could not stay another day,
To love, to laugh, to work or play.
Tasks left undone must stay that way.
And if my parting has left a void,
Then filled it with remembered joy.
A friendship share, a laugh, a kiss...
Ah yes, these things I, too, shall miss.
My life's been full, I've savoured much,
Good times, good friends, a-loved one's touch
Perhaps my time seemed all to brief
Don't shorten yours with undue grief
Be not burdened with tears of sorrow
Enjoy the sunshine of the morrow

APACHE Blessing

May the sun
Bring you new energy by day

May the moon
Softly restore you by night

May the rain
Wash away your worries

May the breeze
Blow new strength into your being

May you walk
Gently through the world and know
It's beauty all the days of your life.

I LOVE YOU

" I love you " means....
that I accept you for the person that you are
and that I do not wish to change you into someone else


It means that I do not expect perfection from you
-just as you do not expect it from me-


It means that I will love you and stand by you
even though the worse of times


It means loving you when you are in a bad mood
or too tired to do the things I want to do


It means loving you when you are down
-not just when you are fun to be with-


I love you means that I know your deepest secrets
and do not judge you for them
-asking in return only that you do not judge you for them-


It means that I care enough to fight for what we have
and that I love enough not to let go


It means thinking of you, dreaming of you, 
wanting and needing you constantly,
and hoping that you feel the same way for me

HE AND I

He and I
When words run dry,
he does not try,
nor do I.


We are on par.


He just is,
I just am,
and we just are


- lang leav -

AGAPE

Aku tidak lari ketika badai menerjang
Aku juga tidak pergi ketika halangan menghadang
Aku tetap mengasihimu, sama seperti semula
Membawa segala rasa dalam setia

Banyak peristiwa penuh makna terjadi
Silih berganti sungguh tak bisa diprediksi
Namun aku tetap disini
Menjalani semua yang harus terjadi

Sering pilu menghantam diri
Sakit dan perih sudah tak kusadari
Engkau seperti sengaja melukai
Namun aku tetap tak berhenti 

Mengasihimu sama seperti Tuhan telah mengasihimu
Seperti Dia juga mengasihi aku, semata hanya karena kasih
Itu yang pernah aku janjikan pada Dia yang memanggilku

MENANTI

antara airmata dan sukacitaku
ada engkau diam menunggu
aku tak pernah tahu
harus berbuat apa padamu


engkau datang dalam sendu kelabu
menyesakkan dada mengharu biru
dalam sepi sendiri ku merindu
dirimu yang enggan berlalu


engkau datang dalam hangatnya mentari
membawa kegembiraan pagi hari
menjadikan indah semua mimpi
aku selalu menanti
saat itu akan datang lagi

BUKAN SIAPA

Mungkin aku memang bukan siapa-siapa
Maka hadirku tak membawa kegembiraan apa-apa
Mungkin aku memang tak pantas punya asa
Meski hanya sekedar sapa
Mungkin aku hanya sekedar nama
Diantara banyak nama
Yang lewat hanya meninggalkan kesan hampa
Tak meninggalkan jejak apa-apa
Maka kala aku menyapa
Sapaku tenggelam dalam masa
Sunyi...tak berbalas apa-apa

KAPAN

sejenak berhenti dari segala kesibukan
sejenak berhenti dari segala kekhawatiran
sejenak berhenti dari segala kepenatan
dan kini....
aku disini, menantimu
aku disini, menunggumu
aku disini, mencarimu
engkau yang dahulu
kapan kan ku bertemu?

MENGASIHIMU

aku mengasihimu

dalam sunyi, dalam diam

aku mengasihimu

tanpa berkehendak

tanpa berharap

aku mengasihimu

seperti Tuhan mengasihimu

TRUE LOVE

Water symbolizes LOVE

As long as you keep your hand

caringly open and allow it to remain there

it always there

If you attempt to close your fingers

around it and try to posses it

It will spill through the first crack it finds

This is the greatest mistake

that people do when they meet love

They try to posses it

they demand, they expect

Just like water spilling out of your hand

Love will retrieve from you

For love is meant to be free

You cannot change it's nature

If there people you loves

Allow them to be free beings

Give and don't expect

Advise but don't order

Ask, but never demand

It is the secret of true love

LIVE NO FEAR

DON'T LIVE IN FEAR

LAUGH, even when you feel too sick or too worn out or tired

SMILE, even when you're trying not to cry and the tears are blurring your visions

SING, even when people stare at you and tell you :  your voice is crappy

SLEEP, even when you're afraid of what the dreams might bring

RUN, even when it feels like you can't run anymore

and always REMEMBER

even when the memories punch your heart

because the pain of all your experience

is what makes you the person you are now

And without your experience.....

you are an empty page.....

a blank note book.....

a missing lyric

what makes you brave is your willingness

to live through your life 

and hold your head up high the next day

So...don't live in fear

Because you are stronger now

after all the crap has happened

than you ever were back before it started

- alysha speer -

SUNSET

beautiful sunset

smelled of the sea

silence....

in deep thought
remind me
and.....
i'm thinking of you
loving you
so true